onsdag 6. oktober 2010

A morning on collarme

So I've spent yet another unproductive morning on Cm. Not that I am really looking much for new dominants given my calendar is pretty much full anyway. I think the reason I'm there at all is that elusive dream, meeting the perfect Owner. The one who I just see is the one to take me out of my present life and enslave me forever. Seeing a message from him/her/them and get that feeling of a weightless head, like a helium-filled baloon pulling me up towards the clouds, and job, profession, daily worries all become unimportant and meaningless.

All this is at the back of my mind, and I am the one insisting upon reality! Life is a paradox.

Instead i get all those messages that I don't even bother answering anymore, impolite as that may be. All those that talk of slavery, obedience, cages, pain and so on and so on....

I get messages from people who seem to be looking more for an unpaid maid than a sexual and emotional connection. In fact the need for an emotional connection seems to elude most people who proclaim their dominance and willingness to "own" another human very loudly. If people have no emotional attachment to any of their posessions, they are not my kind.

Another thing, and now I am really going to reveal what a snob I am. I may be a slavenature, but i'm also a snob!
Why are there so many people from the lower social-economic demographic on Cm.?
Why are there so many representatives of the idiot side of the culture war here?

Just wondering, that's all....

3 kommentarer:

  1. I think I spent about a week on CM when I was single - dreadful place!

    SvarSlett
  2. gave up on CM myself, think the main problem is it attracts all the people who are only kinky in the privacy of their own mind / on their own computer... most of the people I met IRL are on FL...

    idiot side of the culture war is probably over-represented on CM because they have more cause to stay in the closet

    SvarSlett
  3. without commenting on CM, I think that there is idiots all over the different site.

    I like Julie's point of people thinking of being a Dom or Owner makes them careless with their property. It should be just the opposite, that the Master takes care of his sub, makes sure she is fine, and that he also wants to see her happy, just as a sub. Then also the Master will be happy as having a happy slave girl will give you as a Master all the opportunities you have also ever dreamt of. Perfect symbiosis and a fully satisfying sex life, which will make the rest of the life so much easier.

    SvarSlett