My true perversion

No .it's not my slave/submissive bdsm life I'm talking about. That's just an essential part of my normal, regular life, and a perfectly sound and healthy activity, thank you very much.

But I do have this rather strange way of getting pleasure that feels a bit strange. Strange in the sense that I don't really know anybody else with the same perversion.

I love bodily fluids. I take great pleasure in men ejaculating over my face and body. I love to be peed on.

My favorite fantasy has me naked, lying on the floor, sometimes restrained sometimes not, and several men masturbate over me and some come, splattering my body and face with their semen. If my hands are free I play with it, rub it into my face, put it in my mouth, suck it and swallow it. Others pee, splashing over my body, my face.

I have experienced scenes coming close to this and I have tried to understand my feelings about it.

One logical answer is that it is my craving for humiliation that is satisfied this way. I have to admit that I find such a scene, or just me kneeling before someone peeing on me, extremely humiliating, but it is more than that.

I delight in the substances themselves. The tactile feeling of rubbing semen into my skin, feeling a big glob of semen between my fingers and then taking it to my mouth, wetting my lips sucking it into my mouth, tasting it, spitting it out again, feel it on my skin.

Anybody else out there?
Please tell